Note to self
Just move on, he doesn’t even want to be with you in a relationship anymore
He’s doesn’t want to try or save this relationship
He just don’t want you to be like this and seeing u in pain
It’s not the same as before
Right now all you can do is reminise
Don’t look back don’t go back
It would be the same as last time
Crying every night
Cutting all the time
Losing my life
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You don’t need someone to make you happy
You make your own choices for your happiness
Going back will just reopen the deep scar
He’s not the same guy you fell for anymore or maybe he was
But now it’s just his true self
Don’t listen to the I love you it doesn’t mean shit anymore
He doesn’t love you like you do
I promise I would really loved you more than her I’m promise I treated you way better than her
I would never let you feel like that again when I met you
But you made me feel like that like how she treated you but worse
With cheating lying broken promises
Don’t wait anymore
Please leave him
Don’t love him because he won’t ever love you back
I’m sorry things couldn’t be the same anymore but it’s just life
You just meet the wrong people sometimes
You fall for the wrong people sometimes
It’s alright
I’m sure one day I’ll be alright
I’ll miss you I’ll love you
Guess I wasn’t enough to change you for the better
I wished I could done better but is alright
It’s not my fault
You couldn’t change for me
You couldn’t love me better
You couldn’t treat me better
It’s alright
Everything is going to be alright
Be strong don’t breakdown
If one day I decided to end my life
Don’t worry I’ll be happy
I’ll be really really happy with that
I’ll see u again if I had another life
today I still wished to be with you again in another life
But if there isn’t another life, I hope you regret not treating me better like it’s your last day on earth
I’ll be okay
I’ll get better
please live for me and suffer more than I did
Experience the pain I had when u did those horrible things to me
Know that I always love you and you forever have my heart since 20th May
Stay alive love
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