afTerMAth

I still think of you

Everyday

Everything reminds me of you

It’s still hurts

Till today I still wonder why u would cheat on me

.

You look great without me in your life

I’m still holding on to you

I still believe one day I can be with you again

But you don’t feel the same right?

You want to move on from this relationship

I’m not fucking enough to change you

I will never be

This feeling is here this pain is here

Everyday

.

Even after I let you go it still hurts

All of these still hurts

I want to end myself

“I wished I have never met you”

you said that to me last year and I didn’t get why

now I know

Me too

You became everything u didn’t want to be

I’m still tired

I want to end this

I want to end this pain

I want to end this life

I think I might do it for real this year

Goodnite