I think I have finally set my mind to let you go
Somehow my feelings didn’t fade after all those painful shits I had to deal
I found out so much more about you
It’s stupid how I still accepted it
All theses are so painful I feel so sad to anyone who had these feelings like I do
Because no one deserve to feel like this
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I remember the day you said you wished you didn’t told me you liked me
I couldn’t understand why
But now I do and I feel the same way right mow
I wish I didn’t asked you about your feelings towards me
I wish I didn’t caught feelings and falling for you everyday
I wish we never got together in the first place
It took me this long to understood why you felt this way
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It’s going to be all over soon
But I know I will still be crying over you
I would never had these feelings for anyone else anymore
I was really blinded by love
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This is for you
Honestly
I hope you will regret leaving me for your whole entire life
I hope when you die, you would experience the pain I had when you hurt me
I hope you can’t find anyone else better than me
Who loved you as much as I did
I hope you regret not treating me better
You just ditch a great girl for your fucking lust and selfish desires
Your going to remember me forever as your biggest regret
You deserve to be in pain
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But yet this love I have for you says something different
I would still love you
It’s just hard breaking that it had to be me who experienced this with you
It’s just disappointing I couldn’t be your last
I hope you treat your next better and love her like I love you
When you found the love of your life, you would know that this is love
To the point that other girls doesn’t interest you
You won’t look at other girls, go to clubs and look at dirty websites
Sorry I wasn’t enough to change you
Sorry I wasn’t enough to make you want to be a better person
You made me want to be a better person
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There’s so many things I want to tell you
It’s so endless but now I won’t be there to tell you anymore
You won’t be always there for me anymore
You’re not mine anymore
I still don’t think I can take it
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I know you would cry reading this
But tomorrow you won’t remember a word I said
That’s how insignificant I am to you
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I’m really sad I couldn’t be with you I still want this but it’s not the same
It’s just one sided, me being blinded
I really believed all your promises and words
But they turned out to be broken and lies
Sorry I couldn’t marry you
Sorry I wasn’t the love of your lofe
I’m really sorry I wasn’t enough
oh no 