i know i fucked up
I should have let him go
it comes back every night to haunt me again
intense flashback even when I’m with him
it’s still hurts today
.
I already knew
things won’t be the same, people change
lesser attention and love
me being more needy and psychotic
it doesn’t feel right
something doesn’t feel right
..
I started to have anxiety attack nowhere
I still break down every night
I try to stop it
I’m really trying
@&@
all of these but it’s wasn’t enough
it wasn’t enough to break me into pieces yet
it wasn’t enough love and effort I needed
I know I really know
you couldn’t give me what I wanted I know
I just wish I could just forget about it
Maybe this could have been better
I hate myself
Goodnite
oh no 