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i still cry when im with you

i look through our old photos to reminisce you

i want to go back to those happy days

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i saw you hide our photos in your phone

you wouldn’t let me check your phone

you won’t take the initiative to hold my hand

you don’t post me anymore

you won’t tell me anything about your life

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i can’t help but overthink, so much

do you have someone else in your life

are you cheating on me again

are you going to put in more effort than before

are you hiding me from your other hoe

are you lying to me all the time

why don’t you tell me everything

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fuck me im so broken

i can’t stop all these thoughts

im scared you would leave me because i breakdown, cry and overthink everyday

i became so low

you became everything i didn’t want you to be

i became everything i didn’t want me to be

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im sorry for overthinking

our relationship isn’t as transparent as before

i have thoughts of letting you go

but i know if i did, you wouldn’t come back to me anymore

i can’t bare the thought of you being with someone else

i want you so badly that it hurts

it hurts you not being with me anymore

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you don’t care about me like how you used to

you don’t miss me like how you used to

you don’t love me like how you used to

evErYTHing cHAnged

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I’m so scared

I’m so sorry

I’m so sad

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please text me

please talk to me about everything

please hold my hand

please reassure me everyday

please don’t ever let me go

please make me trust you again

please put in effort in us

please don’t hide anything from me

please help me

im sorry for everything